Alright, alright. I've been slacking. I've been feeling pretty sucky.
We had a tough late morning at the pumpkin patch. Joey decided he didn't want to go on a ride that all the other kids were going on after I had paid for the ticket and I tried to convince him to and it just made him more upset. I got him off the ride and told him it was okay, but things seemed to spiral out of control after that. I wish that I had just never tried. But, at the same time, it's important to encourage your kids to do things that are out of their comfort zone. It can either be a great success or a great disaster. In this case, it was the latter.
Everything from that moment on was upsetting him. Meltdown after meltdown about every single thing we did. I had so little patience and it was so warm out, and my friend (who was also at the pumpkin patch) told me that I had thick legs, and I just wanted to GO HOME.
(this is how my convo went with her. One of our other friends said that I looked thin in a group facebook message and then today when this other friend saw me she said "I don't see the weight loss at all. maybe it's because you had such thick legs? maybe that's the weight that's gone." Like... why say anything? It hurt my feeeeeelings) It's so annoying! it's SO annoying. What's the point of making comments like that?! Why say anything at all!? UGH i'm in the worst mood about it. Not because I think I'm fat, just because I think it's ultra rude!
UGH.
Anyway- that was my morning. It wasn't all like that, I guess. There were some really fun parts, too. But, those are the parts that stick out the most in my mind still and I just need to let it go.
Can you tell I'm kind of grumpy right now? Cuz I am. You can't be happy all the time, guys.
Anyway - I guess now probably isn't the best time for me to be writing, yet here I am.
Yesterday we went to a really fun event and the kids had a great time and all the other kids in costumes were ADORABLE and I was really happy yesterday even though I got a migraine toward the end of the chaotic/fun event and threw up on the way home and then again at home while the kids were in the bathroom with me. (Worst). But, it was still somehow a really good day.
SO here are some pictures of that because that was a really nice memory:
We had a tough late morning at the pumpkin patch. Joey decided he didn't want to go on a ride that all the other kids were going on after I had paid for the ticket and I tried to convince him to and it just made him more upset. I got him off the ride and told him it was okay, but things seemed to spiral out of control after that. I wish that I had just never tried. But, at the same time, it's important to encourage your kids to do things that are out of their comfort zone. It can either be a great success or a great disaster. In this case, it was the latter.
Everything from that moment on was upsetting him. Meltdown after meltdown about every single thing we did. I had so little patience and it was so warm out, and my friend (who was also at the pumpkin patch) told me that I had thick legs, and I just wanted to GO HOME.
(this is how my convo went with her. One of our other friends said that I looked thin in a group facebook message and then today when this other friend saw me she said "I don't see the weight loss at all. maybe it's because you had such thick legs? maybe that's the weight that's gone." Like... why say anything? It hurt my feeeeeelings) It's so annoying! it's SO annoying. What's the point of making comments like that?! Why say anything at all!? UGH i'm in the worst mood about it. Not because I think I'm fat, just because I think it's ultra rude!
UGH.
Anyway- that was my morning. It wasn't all like that, I guess. There were some really fun parts, too. But, those are the parts that stick out the most in my mind still and I just need to let it go.
Can you tell I'm kind of grumpy right now? Cuz I am. You can't be happy all the time, guys.
Anyway - I guess now probably isn't the best time for me to be writing, yet here I am.
Yesterday we went to a really fun event and the kids had a great time and all the other kids in costumes were ADORABLE and I was really happy yesterday even though I got a migraine toward the end of the chaotic/fun event and threw up on the way home and then again at home while the kids were in the bathroom with me. (Worst). But, it was still somehow a really good day.
SO here are some pictures of that because that was a really nice memory:
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